Feeling good!

I'm truly happy. It's been awhile since I could say that. I used to always find something to complain about or be unhappy about, but honestly I feel at peace and I can't think of anything truly important in my life that is bad. I am so grateful for my few close friends. I don't have too many close friends, but I don't really care because they mean so much to me. I can't wait to give the people who are close to me their presents. I considered each gift very carefully. I want them to like them so badly!

I am at such peace right now. I'm a little nervous about taking my Nursing Assistant test this Saturday, but I think I'll pass. I'm just going to do some serious studying these next few days.

Heather (my sister) is having her birthday this week. I love her so much! Her and I have a really good relationship right now and I really enjoy her company.

For the longest time I've always been a pessimist/realist and that caused a lot of negativity in my attitude and bothered the people who were around me. Agh, I have changed so much since high school. I do not care at all about dating. I used to feel so bad whenever I didn't get a date or boys didn't like me, but now I don't care if I date or not. I want to be the best person I can be and if someone wants to date then that's fine with me, but I'm not going to worry about it. God is the best healer I have ever known and I feel the need to know more about him. I want to do what he wants me to. I am so excited to feel so content! I love being content with who I am and what I do. I don't want to ramble anymore so I'll stop here.